Don't surrender.

November is coming close, fast.    Mother promised me a lot of things.

But, above all, I'm just fucking excited for next year.

you know I remember,

xoxo

Well, thanks a lot. As what I said in my twitter, I am going to elaborate more. I swear, my head going to burst, thanks to their fucking words, and I am really super frustrated that I could punch somebody in the face! Like, if you are stressed or anything, I don't give a fucking shit, ok? Mad at me? Talk to me. For God's sake, communicate!

Let the tears roll, I don't care, or neither do you. Just get your voice out of my head.

...............

I was blog-hopping. I came across a blog which suddenly make me felt ashamed of myself. I just realise I missed being in love and having the warm butterflies in my stomach. Why did I even said, I was not over you? You are just another tragic past of mine. I regret it.

Blow the smokes right of the tubes
Kiss my gentle burning bruise
I'm lost in time..

-Zombie, by The Pretty Reckless

I really, have no idea of what to put in my title. Ok, indeed, I spent my last week weekends wisely, with a roadtrip to KL. It was pratically the greatest times of my life and how I wish, I could go back again. With cousins, what more could I ask for? We took tons of pictures, of course! Now, the holidays, are here. Planning with best-friend where to go out and such, since mommy being suddenly generous giving me 50 bucks. And I hate when she told me, "Spend it wisely." Hah! You know I won't.

xoxo

PS; It's the month of November! But suddenly, don't have the mood to celebrate my birthday in advance. Sister ever said this, "The older you get, the nearer you are to death". How great.

I am happy. Very happy. I am promoted, to sec 4. Yes, I may feel old; but how sad, the year is ending fast, though, it felt like yesterday I was happy that I was in the same class as best-friend. It still felt like yesterday how my guy friends wore long pants, how they cope with it, and how we are not lower sec anymore. For all I know, I would be taking my major exams, and graduating.....BUT! Before all that, let me take this 2 months holidays to sleep, relax, enjoy every moment before stressing out during 2010. Till then, see you next year!

you know you love me,

xoxo